I really can’t cope right now. My mind is racing. I shake uncontrollably sometimes. I’m scared for my male family members. I’m exhausted. I’m tired of trying to get some people to see that we are worthy of love and respect. No one should ever stand trial at the hands of a police officer on the street, yet it continues to happen to people of all races, blacks at a higher rate. I can’t life today and I’m not sure when my mind will right itself.